im more horny than u i put u at center and makes me forget myself >my job to solve i want to know what u want and cant since distance i have fetishes i feel u dont have and makes me feel wierd maybe i should dissociate my sex life from only her and count masturbation as my own thing too > yeah i do that aleready actually, i can do it more dexcribe your fantasies to me but your fantasies ! i love taking control but am afraid of being toxic about it like, toxic masculinity > this disappears when were having sex because she shows me what she likes so nno fear of doing wrong